It’s been one of K. Michelle‘s dreams to become a mother once again, but the All Monsters Are Human singer hasn’t had the best of luck. Viewers watched on Love & Hip Hop Hollywood as K. Michelle and her potential surrogate had a massive falling out, but that hasn’t hindered her from pressing forward. As the COVID-19 pandemic sweeps the world, causing many people to panic and worry about their health, K. Michelle shared a few thoughts of what it’s been like for her as she continues her IVF treatments.

“Going through IVF in the midst of the Corona virus, is probably one of the most stressful things I’ve had to deal with,” the singer admitted.  “By 11pm I will have poked myself in the stomach a total of 8 times today. This is my LAST cycle of IVF.” She added that she’s only been producing “boy embryos” and is “praying for at least 1 little girl.”

K. Michelle added that her doctor “specializes in designer babies” so she and her partner, Dr. Kastan Sims, have the option of choosing their child’s gender. “If this doesn’t work I’ll be having two little boys and I’ll be a All boy mom with 3 boys. At this point i’m blessed either way. Some women can’t have kids at all so I won’t complain.” She also made it clear that she’s choosing to use a surrogate for her mental health, not because she can’t carry a child. 

“I’m finally going to get it done this year. I’ve takin my time to do it the right way. I appreciate all the prayers keep sending them to God he’s listening.” Check out her message in full below.

Kanye and Kim Kardashian-West teamwork as a couple has led their family to pursue healthy lifestyles while still maintaining the emotional connection of newly-weds. With the socialite pursuing a career in law and Kanye West straying away from secular music, the tandem have become model citizens in pursuit of justice and religious prestigiousness. However, without the help of two surrogate mothers, would Kim and Kanye West been able to accomplish all they have in recent years? 

Casual followers of the Kardashian-West clan are aware that the couple have a total of four children: North (6), Saint (4), Chicago (2), and Psalm (8 months). Kim Kardashian’s last two children in her daughter Chicago and son Psalm West were both delivered a surrogate. Earlier this week, the notable businesswoman stopped by iHeartRadio’s original podcast, All’s Fair With Laura Wasser and revealed Kanye’s relationship and involvement with the surrogate mothers.

In the yet-to-be-released clips obtained by ET, Kim Kardashian-West revealed that the Jesus is King curator was more involved with the first surrogate than the second which delivered his second. Mrs. West stated:

“For the first surrogate, we both met her and then met her husband and their kids came over to our house. She had two younger kids, so we felt a really good vibe from the start. I felt like the second time I felt like, ‘Oh, I got this.'” 

Kim then went on to expose that Kanye was not very involved with the second surrogate mother until it was near the due date of his fourth child. The Keeping Up with the Kardashians starlet revealed he was more hands-on during her first two pregnancies. Kim also stated that Kanye was present during the births of Chicago and Psalm West, but was not in the room during the birthing process. She explained during the interview:

“For the first one, he was not in the room. We had a connecting room, so he and Kourtney (Kardashian) were in the connecting room because I really feel like Kourtney’s done this before, I really needed a girl support system.” Kardashian-West continued, “He was more involved when I was actually pregnant. It was whatever I needed him to be involved with.” 

With Kanye and Kim involved in multiple endeavors and parenting four children, their household can result in madness periodically. Earlier this year, Kim said to ET that she feels like her family is complete with the birth of her son, Psalm, saying: 

“Because I am so busy doing so many other things, I want to make sure each kid gets so much of my attention. I would do even numbers, so I could go two more, but I won’t, I won’t. I think that’s just like, I think I’ll go crazy. But I think four is the perfect, magic number for me.”

Check out the clip of Kim Kardashian-West explaining Kanye West’s involvement during the surrogate process on the All’s Fair With Laura Wasser below.

Baby Psalm West was welcomed into the world a surrogate last Spring, rounding out Kanye West and Kim Kardashian‘s brood to four children. The uber-famous parents shared the journey with the public and were thrilled to continue growing their family. However, Kim recently shared with E! News that she believes that Psalm, who’s approaching his first birthday in May, is a reincarnation of her late father Robert Kardashian Sr.

The businessman and attorney was known for his connection with O.J. Simpson’s infamous double murder case back in 1995 as he was on the legal team representing his football star friend. Robert Sr. would later be diagnosed with esophageal cancer in 2003 and just months later he passed away.

While speaking with E! about her SKIMS line launching at Nordstroms in New York City, Kim was asked about her children. “My son, Psalm, is probably the happiest baby alive,” she said. “He’s always smiling, always happy… On our show, we showed that we were in Bali, and a woman—a blind medium—came up to me and said that I was gonna have another son and that it was gonna be my father reincarnated.”

Kim added that there was no way someone fed this woman information because at that time no one knew that their surrogate was pregnant with a boy. She also shared a story of her nanny’s strange interaction while she was with Psalm. “My baby nurse, I had to go out of town and I really needed her to come in,” she shared. “But she had a baby shower that she had to go to. And I said, ‘It’s okay, you can bring my son to the baby shower, if that’s okay with you.’ I really needed the help. She brings him to a baby shower, and a woman comes up to her and said, ‘Is this your son?’ And she said, ‘No, no, no, I’m just watching him.’ And she said, ‘Well, I just have to tell you, please tell their mom this is a family member of hers reincarnated.'”

“Multiple people that had no idea that was my nanny or anything have come up to my baby to say that he’s a family member reincarnated,” Kim stated. “So my whole family, all the time, thinks it’s my dad and is just so emotional and close to him… He’s left-handed, like my dad,” she revealed. “So, all these things happen. I don’t even know if I believe in reincarnation, but I do now. But I want to believe it!” Watch her clip below.

She’s expressed her desire to start a family for quite some time, and after careful consideration, K. Michelle and her boyfriend Dr. Kasten Sims decided to use a surrogate. On Love & Hip Hop Hollywood, K. shared the journey she was taking with her surrogate, Tannae, and spoke about how wonderful the young lady was. However, Tannae seemed to be having some personal issues of her own, and K. Michelle seemed to grow tired of Tannae wanting to hang out and talk on the phone all of the time as if they were best friends.

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In a recent interview with Madame Noire, the singer revealed that she still wants to have twins a surrogate, but she’s explored other options. K. Michelle revealed that she met Tannae at an Ikea store and after feeling as if they had a divine meeting, Tannae eventually became the singer’s possible surrogate. K. gave her gas money, paid for her four children’s birthday parties, and has been there for Tannae when she had nothing, but then Tannae allegedly went behind her back, signed a contract for Love & Hip Hop, and then used the storyline as “bargaining power against” the singer.

When asked about Tannae, K. said, “Oh hell no. I’m not using that clown.” She also said that Tannae only negotiated a $500 payment for her appearance on the reality show and then the production company didn’t pay up on time. “You’re blowing up the network over $500 and calling all of my producers and everything, embarrassing me and these relationships that I’ve built all of these years for $500,” K. added. “I know $500 is a lot to some people, but you got yourself in this situation.”

“So I decide, I’m not going to do this, and you get on YouTube and make a whole YouTube about me, but thank God I’ve never told you one piece of business about me, so it didn’t go far,” the singer continued. “But [her man] doing all the talking. He still got dreams of being a rapper, one of those types of n*ggas. What you gon’ take the money I’m giving, this big ol’ lump sum of money that you ain’t never seen? That could have been something for some kids. But sometimes we be so stupid just clout chasing. You just f*cked up with me, and now I’m not buying a barrette. So now I want a surrogate who don’t know not one K. Michelle song. Don’t know not one! I’m not offended. That’s who I’m looking for. I will be putting it in, and then I will deal with [Dr. Sims]. But right now, we’ve got to deal with these kids because they’re important.”

Watch K. Michelle confront Tannae on Love & Hip Hop Hollywood below.