Igor Keller’s “Mad Marv and the Kamikaze Killdozer”: What Does It Mean to Make a Beautiful Song About This?
The first thing "Mad Marv and the Kamikaze Killdozer" does is seduce you. The melody is quiet. The guitar is gentle. The vocal delivery is unhurried. By the time the chorus arrives — by the time the drums punch through and the tempo lifts and the song finds its grim momentum — you are already inside it. That is not an accident. That is the point.
The song is about Marvin Heemeyer. In June 2004, Heemeyer, a welder and muffler shop owner in Granby, Colorado, emerged from his workshop inside a Komatsu bulldozer he had spent eighteen months secretly reinforcing with steel plates, concrete, and bulletproof plastic. He drove it through thirteen buildings — the town hall, the local newspaper, the concrete plant he blamed for a zoning decision that had damaged his business, and others connected to what he experienced as years of deliberate persecution. Police fired on him throughout. Nothing worked. He stopped only when the machine became stuck in a basement. He killed himself inside it. No one else died.
Heemeyer left recordings behind. He was articulate about his grievances, methodical in his documentation, and convinced, with total certainty, that God had sanctioned what he was about to do. In the years since, he has become, in certain corners of the internet, something close to a folk hero — a man who went too far, the logic goes, only because he had been pushed too far first.
Keller's song arrives fully aware of that mythology and does something interesting with it: it neither dismantles nor amplifies. The opening line — "Well, this is the story of a guy named Marvin / Who made a decent living doing muffler repair / Until the day he went too far" — announces its own frame with a kind of deliberate plainness. This is a story. It has a shape. The last line of that opening is a quiet acknowledgment that the shape includes a reckoning, not just a rampage.
The tension the song generates — and sustains — is between the beauty of the music and the weight of the subject. Keller's signature move, across more than thirty-five albums under his Longboat project, has been to take the hardest material and set it to something that draws you in before you fully register what you're hearing. The chorus pivot, "mass destruction at a crawl," lands with the same unhurried force as the bulldozer itself. The song makes you feel the momentum of the machine, and then leaves you to decide how you feel about having felt it.
That is, depending on your disposition, either the song's great achievement or its great risk. Heemeyer's story is not simply one of an ordinary man ground down by bureaucracy. He was a man who chose a particular form of expression — one that endangered lives, traumatized a community, and has since been adopted as inspiration by people with grievances of their own and far less restraint. The internet version of Heemeyer has been quietly weaponized, his bulldozer a symbol for a certain strain of rage that rarely stops to ask whether the target was correct.
Keller does not make that argument. He does not make the counter-argument either. Revenge Ballads, the album from which this track is drawn, operates as a survey of what revenge looks like across the full spectrum of human experience — from a Greek sorceress to a Colorado welder — and takes the position that the subject is worth examining rather than adjudicating. Whether that restraint reads as intellectual rigor or moral evasion will likely depend on what the listener brings to the room.
What is not in question is the craft. "Mad Marv and the Kamikaze Killdozer" is a precisely constructed piece of music. The slow build, the serene opening, the controlled release of the chorus — all of it serves the story it is telling. Keller knows exactly what he is doing. The question Revenge Ballads keeps asking, and refuses to answer for you, is whether knowing what you are doing is the same as knowing what it means.
Longboat Drops New Album Absentia, A Sharp and Thoughtful Study of Loss
Longboat is back with a full-length statement. Absentia, the newly released album from Longboat, is out now, and it finds the Seattle-based artist digging deep into the idea of loss from every possible angle. Rather than framing the record around one emotional narrative, Longboat builds Absentia as a collection of stories, each one examining what disappears, what remains, and how people respond when something essential is taken away.
At its core, Absentia is an album about absence, but not in a single sense. Across its tracklist, loss shows up as heartbreak, lost freedom, faded relevance, cultural erosion, political consequence, and even dark humor. Longboat has been open about the intent behind each song, but the album never feels prescriptive. Listeners are encouraged to connect in their own way, making the experience personal rather than fixed.
Musically, Absentia leans into organic instrumentation and careful arrangement. Longboat handles vocals throughout and adds soprano sax on “Who Can Stop Me Now?”, bringing an unexpected texture to one of the album’s most striking moments. He’s joined by Ryan Leyva on acoustic and electric guitars with backing vocals, Eric Verlinde on electric piano, Will Moore on bass, and James Squires on drums. The performances are tight and understated, giving the songwriting room to breathe.
The album opens with “A Hole in the Air,” a quiet but weighty reflection on the loss of a longtime partner and the emptiness that follows. From there, Absentia widens its scope. “Begin at the End” reframes loss as a necessary step toward renewal, while “Captivity” explores the loss of freedom through the imagined perspective of a wild predator. Tracks like “Down the Drain” and “Everything to Offer, Everything to Lose” turn toward social and professional fallout, examining what happens when power, money, or status disappears.
Longboat also balances the heavier themes with sharp observation. “Style Grenade” offers a satirical look at someone obsessed with staying relevant, while “What and WHAT?” captures the cruel irony of a metal fan losing his hearing. On “What They Tell Me,” cognitive decline is approached with unexpected calm, and “Once It’s Gone” delivers a brief but cutting character study that reveals how loss can expose deeper truths.
One of the album’s most grounded moments comes with “Replaced with Nothing,” inspired by Longboat's experience watching culturally significant buildings in Seattle torn down and left undeveloped. The track connects personal unease with a broader sense of cultural disappearance, giving the album a strong sense of place.
Closing track “Who Can Stop Me?” addresses the loss of an American election and its aftermath, focusing less on outrage and more on consequence, momentum, and uncertainty. It’s a measured ending that reinforces the album’s reflective tone.
Recorded and mixed at Studio Litho by Floyd Reitsma and mastered by Ed Brooks at Resonant Mastering, Absentia benefits from a cohesive vision. Igor Keller (Longboat himself) wrote, arranged, and produced the entire album himself, giving it a clear sense of identity from start to finish. He’s also hinted at stripped-back piano versions of select tracks, suggesting the songs may continue to evolve beyond this release.
Out now, Absentia positions Longboat as an artist unafraid to sit with discomfort and complexity. It’s a thoughtful, well-crafted album that rewards close listening and proves that sometimes the most powerful statements come from what’s missing rather than what’s said out loud.
Longboat’s New “Word Gets Around” is a Must-listen Concept Album
Forget everything you think you know about pop albums. Longboat ’s Word Gets Around isn’t here to soundtrack your breakup or pump you up on the treadmill. It’s here to make you think—then dance a little weirdly while doing it.
The avant-garde composer-slash-pop provocateur has released 32 albums and counting, but Word Gets Around feels like a new chapter in an already wild book. The songs aren’t just songs—they’re micro-fictions, complete with protagonists, unresolved dilemmas, and sonic twists that defy expectation. If you’re used to predictable verse-chorus-verse structures, buckle up: Longboat doesn't play by those rules. In fact, he says rule-breaking is “the only way things get done.”
Tracks like “Euro vs. Disco” blend campy dance tropes with haunting suspense—think Saturday Night Fever scored by Goblin. Word Gets Around is a short story collection, a sonic puzzle, a challenge to lazy listening. And for the casual stumbler who finds Longboat without context? “Welcome! There’s something for you here. Stay as long as you want.”
He’s not just breaking musical boundaries—he’s rebuilding them from scratch. One weird, wonderful, head-spinning record at a time.